CJK!

It's down to this, I've got to make this life make sense. Can anyone tell what I've done? I missed a life, I missed the colors of the world. Can anyone tell where I am? Cause now again I found myself so far down away from the sun that shines onto the darkest place I'm so far down away from the sun again. I'm over there, I'm tired of living in the dark. Can anyone see me down here? The feeling's gone, there's nothing left to lift me up back into the world I know